infinity, she said

Sunday, October 10, 2004

fairytales

- Jojo

you know the story
you read the books
boy meets girl
then they fall forever in love
but i know better
so here goes a tale
of the realest of the real
listen

now once upon a time in a small world
it was everything that i dreamed of
he was my gem and i was his pearl
nothing could come between us
a prince charming to call my own
until the day that he broke my heart
and left me wondering all alone
pickin my mind and soul apart

used to believe in love
used to believe in fairy tales
since my heart's been crushed
just don't believe in a tiny tale
don't know which way to turn
figure it out for myself
i've just started to learn
there's no such thing as fairy tales

is a good story supposed to end
unhappily ever after
just as wonderful as it begins
and carry on for a few chapters
baby how come each time i open up
i can't seem to get past stage one
i guess it's time for me to close up
and go back on the shelf because i'm done

i've concluded that men are jerks.
maybe that's because the boy i want, doesn't want me for who i am, but what i am.
i dare say the body is more important to them, good sex is all they want. yes, you may say that not all men are like that, hey, there must be at least a few, or a handful out there who appreciates you for who you are. i do agree, but how many, how many out there are willing to love me and i, love them in turn. love? love has become a very much abused word. people confuse their lust with love. i have become too cold for this. i dont want you anymore.

i think.

4:18 PM