ANDRE
GABRIEL
DARWIN
JOANNE
z

BLOGGer
deviantART
liveJOURNAL
gMAIL
google.SG
NARUTO
BLEACH
XIII
KAASAN

BEV
BRYAN
CHEF
HANNI
HUIEN(1)
HUIEN(2)
IVAN
JEAN
MADELINE
NAD
OLIVIA(1)
OLIVIA(2)
ROYSTON(1)
ROYSTON(2)
SKYE(1)
SKYE(2)
TIMOTHY(1)
VERILLYN


Sunday, March 13, 2005

badfaerietales and the wild child

if it is like what they said, i fall in love with characters that do not exist, i guess i do not need anyone else in the world. i do not need to rely on human emotions to live, just on imagination alone. the ice queen, i would call her for she is devoid of feelings and thoughts. for now, i'll call myself the wild child.

a deck of cards placed on table
yet do you have a moment to spare?
thou shall unfold destinies and personalities you need

it is not as though i am devoid of my own thoughts. you're making me rethink of situations that didn't even have a purpose in the first place but to make me regret of the friendships around me. like hey, trust me i'll make your future whole. doesn't that mean you can make me into another version of you, i'm already tired of such genes you've placed in me. sever(al) flaws that i know of their origin. now that i do not have respect for you, dont you think it's a bit too late to put me under your discipline. perhaps you should have spent more time with me when we were younger. i do not forget, you do know. yes i do love to rebel against you.

agonizing, isn't it? when your experiments turn wrong; i suppose i'm an abandoned experiment you try to fix. then i shall tell you, my regrets i forgive myself over time. it's a slow process and i do do reality checks. but you're making old wounds open and they make me hate you. you've lost control over me.

it's 13 march, bon anniversaire mon.

2:07 PM