infinity, she said

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

blood and complexity

i think women are such troublesome creatures. fickled-minded, they never fail to show that they have changed their minds about a problem. and they leave the men to wonder what happened. (that's because men are not observant and sensitive enough) however it ain't their fault either, because women, they never express themselves clearly enough to avoid embarrassment. they go round about the problem and when they are asked about it, they tell a whole story till they reach their point and then they finally conclude. it's no wonder i cant get a boyfriend. i cant stand myself either. i've having my period. period.

i'm been thinking bout this issue for quite some time. i think my class has some sensitivity issue going on. they never speak their minds unless they are asked about it and it is obvious that they have something against you, juat that they keep quiet and they show it. it's so clear (and transparent), you can feel it and it's so wrong. your mind just begin to play tricks on you and you start thinking back about what you have or have not done. you give up and you question. you ASK, literally face to face and you solve your issues. that's how my class works. i was just wondering, is that superficial or what? i guess when we all grow up, you have a mind of your own and everything is perceived differently, thus you keep quiet but the body acts otherwise. it shows and the audience asks what's wrong. and there's no way to hide unless you're a good actor/actress. but then, even the best actors and actresses fall, and the paparizza gets them. they spin many many tales of half-truths and untruths. so either way, it gets to you. is this all part of growing up? how come there was nothing much to hide during secondary school except wild gossip...? where did the innocence go? it's all about asking and sometimes the asking part gets even harder and annoying, for both the audience and the victim.

8:55 PM