infinity, she said

Thursday, March 10, 2005

two paths, a broken tooth and carousels

i dreamt of plucking out one of my molars recently. the raw taste of blood and the pulling out of teeth from the gum, the flow of saliva under your tongue and the finger in your mouth, i just love the feeling of plucking teeth. it's just too bad i dont have any more milk teeth to pluck out. i remember going to the dentist during primary school days and waiting for the dentist to do her work. After the process, the cotton graze would be soaked with blood and after a day or so, my tongue would be playing its own game of hide and seek, poking in and out of the gum. that dream really provoked senses back to me. i miss going to the dentist.

art class was alright; i just sat around, feeling hungry and empty in the stomach. i couldn't do my work although i had some designs in my head already. two paths and a carousel. :) i guess to have some love for something, you just want to think of more stuff for it to work out. i do love my girls. badfaerietales will work out afterall, although i still have some doubts... reality is a whole different matter, eventually things will turn out unexpected. doubts and optimism, i already told you women are such fickle-minded creatures.

i miss that tard already. :) i dont know, i guess that meeting rejuvenated me.

to still be able to jump about and laugh outloud in my poly days, i think it's such wonder and amazement. no cares for how i look and how i dress (i dress in PE shorts and shirt), no cares for how people think how silly i be, no airs and no jealousy. no matter how sensitive my class may be, they accept me for who i am and who i have become in front of them. there will never be a better class in poly i will want to be in, i do like you T1A3.

i dont mean it when i said i wanted to marry you though, bryan! HAHAHA. :) i'm such a meanie!!! whee!

10:07 PM