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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
an alternate world where blind can see.
dreams show your subconcious state of mind, that's what they told me. so i started wondering, i wonder whether if perhaps (dont these words mean the same thing? i seem to have a tendency to repeat words with similar meaning..) i push you far back enough into the subconcious state of mind, i might have a chance to see you in my dreams. and in order to do that, i have to stop thinking about you (which i have been doing so and successfully too.) and bury you with homework and anime. right now, i have no idea whether i want to or not. then again, sometimes i do need confirmation from the heart. perhaps my subconcious will tell me, maybe, just maybe it's true. then i start to wonder, which you am i referring to.
i do miss grabbing the emptiness beneath my feet when i sleep and then wake up assuring myself i'm still on the mattress. afterwards, i would drowsily turn back to the pillow and fall asleep. random dreams come and go, and i wake up feeling that i hadn't the slightest wink of sleep at all. on second thought, with such a pile of homework at hand, it aint worth the effort at all.
i tell you, my friend.. setting your sights on someone aint easy at all. i've begun to settle my sights on two dimision characters at least. :) HAHAHA.
7:16 PM