infinity, she said

Friday, June 17, 2005

perhaps, if you will give it a try?

, they asked and handed me a pill.

my blogging has become rather inconsistent and i am well-aware of it. it is partially due to my determination to receive some comments before i blog again. although it works at times, i also cease to forget stuff i want to blog about the past few days. perhaps it aint important, still the smallest details are significant. (i'm still well-aware that there's someone out there with good GP results reading my blog. how inferior i feel.. HAHAHA :p)

anyhow, before i turned in to bed last night (well aware of untouched homework stuffed in the bag) i was thinking about how one can be irrationally judgemental and thus spoil a totally innocent relationship with a stranger. (is being critical and being judgemental the same?) to view their actions from a sideline, and then to stereotype them under the category beneath them. yes, people are judgemental but some just let the matter slip away. they dont care much to think about what happened at that scene but perhaps the reason behind.

and at times when i speak, i have no idea what i am trying to say.
i aint feeling that empty these nights, it's because i am tired. schoolwork aint priority but still they are existent. aint aiming for great grades yet disappointment aint an option. my muscles are aching and straining to move. the tummy cramps are killers, waiting to eat me alive. ...it's good to have a bolster.

i believe i am most not willing to share vincent valentine with the world, however he is (afterall) such a celebrated celebrity, it's often hard to keep him to myself. :( then i think to myself, i still have a thousand more out there waiting for me. there goes the queen. - JP

11:52 AM