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Saturday, September 03, 2005
brainwashed and body-altered.
i dont think i'll enjoy my birthday this year either. it's weird how she wants to communicate. you get that sudden gloom your future's imposed on. you get that feeling you want to blame something of the past on her. i wonder does she feel that sudden weight too.
it's weird i'm shunning away from you too. you're too cold, i'm too cold. we're freezing winters beside each other anyway. sure; if God would give me a chance, why not on us again? then again second chances dont come easy; it would be quite different somehow, dont you think so? i do hate you for leaving. i do hate you for your priorities. i do miss you it's making my heart break.
i'm human afterall, and i do react. it's changing me so bad; i'm feeling useless all over again. it's back to counting 1,2,3s and learning a,b,cs. but this time it'll be different. like a vege you know? a limp, dried up one. all dried up.
12:38 AM