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VERILLYN
Thursday, September 22, 2005
curse and purse (your lips)
... you're so volatile.
i'm afraid of people. i'm afraid of what they will think of me. i'm afraid they'll flare up and spit behind my back. i'm afraid that i did something wrong or something that does not please them. it's not a perfect world i know, but still, i do hope i left a good impression. never mind the later parts where i change for the worst and all, at least there was a part of me that was good and pure. people are so volatile, they're painful to get to know sometimes.
my in-charge says i'm afraid of my customers. i think i'm afraid of everything. public relations might not be my choice of career afterall. HAHAHA! LOL.
it bites like a dull ache, tugging at your breast and your heart. then you fear and everything loses its touch. everything loses its sense of grip, then everything's not so happy anymore.
i do trust people wholeheartedly sometimes even on first impressions. i mean why not? if they intend to hurt me, i think that it's easiest to hit my vital point, my heart.
hey (insert name), sorry i caused you trouble.. i'm going to return the vcds straight away. i love you (from the bottom of my heart), xoxo. (i have lots to say, i do miss you. i may have already become too dependent on you..)
and hello bryan! (p/s: Rinoa misses you, so do I.)
to the rest, pssst, Rinoa doesn't miss you. LOL!
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