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Friday, March 10, 2006
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how much more can i take in (you see it's a choice, valentine, she said, you choose whether or not you take them in. it's a choice of will)
sorrow will eat you inside out till you're full and empty all at the same time (vacant but wholesome hollow fallow mellow widow) the pain cycle starts all over again till i claw my nails out on concrete walls, wail my throat sore and bail my eyes red. till black washes over, numb void and null i'm sore red and raw till water washes over me i beat myself clean scrub my eyes dry scream aloud the flashbacks whatifs wouldbes in my mind till i curl up and die yes, like beasts we lick your wounds, blood red and scarlet fresh like beasts we seek such delicate pain and sorrow and that rare nerve that keeps us away from such fear inside out. i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i want you back i regret i regret i regret i regret i regret i regret i regret i regret i dont know what to say i dont know what to say i dont know what to say i dont know what to say i dont know what to say, to you
no excuse no excuse no excuse no excuse no excuse no excuse they tell me no excuse. yes i have no excuses not to see you i convince myself i do think about you i convince myself you're still here i'll always have time i convince myself i. yes till we all bleed red and die
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